Still stuck in shanghai ~

It has been pretty long time since I last touched my blog.

Almost made me forgotten I still have this place.

Aha.

My friend gave me a 'breaking system' yesterday.

So I can view sites like fb blogspot etc.

Which was not allow to view in China.

How sad. :(

Anyways,

I am able to go on fb until before this is system is block too.

Lol.

Life for me wasn't going any better lately.

And all I could think of is,

I feel like going back to KL. =/

But I know I can't.

Sighs.

Things are so messed up.

Trying to sort out 1 by 1 but sometimes,

it just mixed up and became a bigger problem.

Friends said this was my longest stay in Shanghai.

Well, it is.

Ever since I went oversea.

This is the longest time I am in Shanghai,

for such a 'holiday'. =S

This is me. Of course it is.

 A pic of myself lately.

I remember I took that picture after,

my mom asked me to straighten my hair and dye it,

in a saloon.

I sat there for hours because of it. -_-

TIRED!

Aha!

By the way for those who wonders,

why the F I am still doing in Shanghai.

It is because of the Goddamn visa not done. =/

Besides waiting for the visa and things,

I am basically doing nothing back in hometown.

Everyday, online online online.

Sighs to max.

Well, I think I am writing randomly here now.

 Just typing whatever came in my mind. :P

Two guys after seeing my new posted pictures in FB,

*I think*

 Asked me I have a boy boy right now is it.

Yes, I am dating. 

And it's been quite awhile already.

Even my parents knows about it too. -_-

My mom was so making a big deal out of it.

Till the point that she wants to meet him. -_-

And yea, she did met him after all.

Good thing, she didn't say anything about it.

No support neither saying no to it.

She just said I am old enough to date,

and if I am not dating by my age of now,

I should be having some problems.

WTF. -_-

Leaving this aside.

I MISS KL!

Damn.

I really miss my time back in KL.

Well, not most of it but still !

Miss my babe Mable.

Miss my friends, my sensei.

Hopefully will get a chance to go back for a short visit.

Miss all the food there.

Living alone in shanghai.

Don't feel good at all. =(

Sigh again.

That's all for now.

Lazy to write more.

Aha.

Byes.

Last day ! Goodbye Malaysia. =/

Days just fly so gush damn fast.

It's already my last day. =(

And all I did was.

Wake up early in the morning.

Went out during afternoon to buy things for grandpa.

Came back home.

Online for the rest of my day. =/

Isn't this awful.

Well. Yesh. At least that's what I am feeling.

Bored. Wasting of time. Awful. :(

Owh well.

Anyways.

I had my weekends over at babe's house.

2days 1 night. =)

Saturday. 23/04/11

I went to visit my japanese sensei

& friends who I used to study jap with.

It about a year plus.

I haven't seen any one of them. =(

I din't even know Chang-san came back from uk.

Like last year. -_-.

Sensei said I wasn't only disappear.

I totally lost contact with them.

Gomen ne sensei. =/

Stoping jap class wasn't something I wanted.

But. After so many things had happened.

I got no choice.

After visiting jap class.

I went to hock choon to meet up babe Mabel.

She was already there waiting.

We went to visit Sayfol.

The place where me & her met.

A lot of memories there. =)

Also the place I graduated from high school.

Somehow. The stupid guards were like.

' Today is holiday, school is closed.'

'Come back on monday.' -_-

And we were like.

' We are leaving on monday. '

' Just 5 min lark. ' _|_

Speechless.

We took a taxi off to KLCC.

I haven't been there for damn long. @_@

Ate our lunch at chilis.

 

Went shopping. -_-

I bought Godiva chocolate biscuit for mom.

Bought a T-shirt for my friend birthday.

Spend almost all my money. -_-

Took a luxury taxi back to babe's house.

Cost us 30 bucks ! Wow.

During supper. -_-

We cook 3 tom yam maggie together & share.

Babe's mom came in kitchen and said.

' Finish the porridge also. '

We were like ' ... with a -_- face. '

I was so sleepy after eating.

Went to her room. Put on mask.

When we finished. I slept. -_-.

Sunday. 24/04/11

When we woke up, shower.

I went up to kitchen and start cooking the rice.

We planned to make cheese bake rice ourself. =.=v

I fried the rice with beans carrot corns.

Which look like ' yang zhou chao fan ' -_-.

But the rice was too soft.

Put tomato sauce & cheese on top of the rice.

Leave in the oven for God know how long.

Guess what. We FAILED. >_<

Aha. It got burn. -_-v

But just the top of the rice.

So we peeled off the top.

It still look nice below. xD

After eating. The rain started to pour.

We decided to bake our cookies. =D

Yummy!

We sat there to stared at the oven.

Just to see the changes. =3=

At night.

We went to Midvalley.

Had dinner & watched movie with babe's kaiyeh.

I was freezing ever since I stepped into the mall.

Especially during the movie. >_<

That was my 2 days. =)

Now is 8.35pm.

I have to wake up at 5am next morning.

Leave my house at 5.30am.

Head to airport. =)

Goodbye Malaysia.

Goodbye my dear friends.

I shall wait till the day.

I say ' Hello Malaysia, I am back. ' :D

It could be soon.

I need to collect my A-level cert. -_-

Aha.!

But officially bye.

Cause I will be no longer living here. =/

I am gonna miss all of you.

Miss all the things & memories here.

Love you all.

Muacks. <3

Ps: Due to slow internet connection.

I couldn't upload any picture.

Sorry guys. =/

Nights.

Leaving. Part 2.

As I said in the earlier post.

I'm gonna make this part2.

As a picture post.

Well. I couldn't find back those.

Old old very old pictures. >_<

So I just post whatever I have narh. =/

Sigh.

Thinking about leaving.

Again. I feel sad. =(

Owh well.

Sayfol !

Studied there about 7years+.

A place full of primary-middle school memories.

Although...the school sucks -_-

But I still miss the memories there. :D

 You see this ? xD

This is sayfol! Lol.

I think it was my last day of school. =)

I wanna visit again.

 My sailo Joshua.

Haha. Found this outta nowhere.

This is me.

Got up in the freaking early morning.

Getting ready for school. :D

I look so much thinner back there. @_@

Year 10 trip.

At somewhere near genting. -_-

We wrote on the wall they day before we left. =.=v

 Me & Jasmine.

Wearing sports day t-shirt. -_-

Graduation from yr11 at Sayfol.

 I don't remember when was this.

But I remember it was at TS.

Me and Babe Mabel ate cotton candy -_-.

  During 2009. I guess around July.

Babe was at my house. :3

I love her. <3

 2009. me.

 Beginning of 2010.

 2010. me.

 College. Ms.Anu birthday.

 Aug 2010.

Genting trip. =)

My first time sitting genting cable car.

Was scared at first. >_< lol.

BBQ @ Menara Bangsar.

Where I lived for 1year.

 HelpMUN 2010.

Prom night.

July 2010.

July 2010.

Irving came back.

 At Pavilion toilet. :D Lol.

 Aug 2010.

One of MYFM DJ. =D

 Lookout point.

 My Jap class.

Ho , Dante & Sensei.

Where is Chang san ? @_@

Dante's doggie. =P

My accounting class.

It was last day of class too.

Babe. Remember this ? <3

Babe's 19th birthday. <3

A rose for you <3

2011. Me.

At babe's house.

Love <3

That's about all narh.

Sad thing I lost all the old pictures.

I'm gonna miss all these when I leave.

Which is about in 9 days ? =/

Sigh.

I love you guys.

Especially my babe MABEL CHOW! :3

Ahahah!

Nights.

Leaving. Part 1.

Was looking through my own blog.

Just realized that I only wrote 1 post this month.

It's already the mid of the month. -_-

Lol.

This is my habit.

Open 1 blog, then forget to post anything. >_<

I think this happened a lot of times already. =.=v

Anyways.

Finally my things are all DONE ! Yay !

I got my offer letter from Stansfield.

Which FYI is in Singapore. =)

My dad paid my tuition fees yesterday.

I went and submit cancellation of my visa

and withdrawal form to Help Uni College yesterday too.

Now I just have to wait for the my passport.

When I get it back = I can fly back Shanghai.

Dad bought me ticket for 30th April.

Mom said, if things settle early.

Change the ticket date and fly back early. =_=

Babe Mabel.

If you ever come across the line above.

Don't whack me ! >_< Lol.

Then after I have a holiday back in Shanghai.

I have to fly to Singapore during June.

My intake is on 28th June. =)

I am so gonna ENJOY & RELAX.

During this break.

Why ? Cause Bachelor of LAW !

Is a freaking HEADACHE course.

With book. More book. More THICK book. -_-

I think by then my head gonna burst. T_T

Gonna study like a Nerd ~

Aha!

Well.

I never realized my days left in Malaysia

is like counting down already.

Till my air ticket was bought and things.

I finally know. I only have about 2weeks left. =/

It's kind of sad. No. Really depressing.

Knowing that you have to leave a place.

After living there for 10years!

10years is not short at all.

I have a home here.

I have friends here.

I have tones of memories here.

Things I can't forget.

Things I wanna run away from.

Things that brings me happiness.

Sigh.

Now that I have to leave.

Think back about everything.

I'm feeling emo. =/

And when I start to think.

I'm gonna have to start a new life.

At a new place.

Meeting new friends.

Part of me feels excited.

Part of me feels not used to it.

But in life.

We know and we learn to be apart.

One line in chinese called.

"天下无不散的筵席"

And for me.

A foreigner.

I know soon enough I have to leave here.

No matter go where.

I still have to leave. =/

Sigh.

No matter where I go.

The memories here will always be in my heart.

 To my Babe Mabel.

What you said the other day was wrong my darling.

I won't find replacement & can't find too.

Cause no one can replace the sistership we have.

The part that we trust each other.

Tells everything to each other.

Have each others back when we are breaking down.

This is something, not everyone can be like.

Not anyone can replace. =)

Dear. I'm so gonna miss you. Sigh. :(

I wonder what am I gonna do in Singapore

WITHOUT YOU! T_T

BUT babe!

Do remember.

Whenever you need me.

Just give me a call or text.

I might not be able to be there by your side.

But I will be there for you. <3

I Love You babe ~ ^3^

While typing things to my babe.

I felt like crying so badly. =(

Sigh.

Looking at the bright side.

Leaving Malaysia ain't so bad.

I can learn more stuffs from other places.

Can accompany my mom so she is not so lonely there.

Can lessen my dad's financial burden.

But dad.

I count the fees.

Singapore more expensive narh ! Lol.

I guess they just want me to be with them. <3

Aha ~ :D

I'm gonna find some old pictures.

And make my part 2.

A picture post. =)

I love you guys.

Muacks!

2day 1night at babe house.

9th/04/2011

Woke up in the early morning.

I have to say I haven't been sleeping well lately.

Almost everyday, I still awake till 4-5am.

Sleep. Wake up around 7am.

Then trying to sleep back. -_-

Sigh.

After changed my clothes.

Went off to Times Square

Yesh. I know TS again!

I'm so freaking bored of TS.

But no choice. Transport is such a bitch.

Met my babe Mabel. <3

Went shopping. :D

Just less than half hour.

RM150-200, finished. -_-

Snap snap just like that.

Babe keep telling me.

No more No more. Lol. 

Walk up to 6th floor.

Book a room at green box - Sg Wang 2pm.

Ate lunch ~ ' lao shu fen ' ;D

Back to sing K. =)

Had a lot of fun singing & dancing.

Of course. Cam whoring too. :P

When I was singing forgot which song.

Babe came back from toilet.

Whisper in my ear and said.

" I am so popular. "

I stared at her with a question mark on my face ?

She said.

" I was doing my hair in the toilet.

Some girls keep pointing at me.

Saying look this is Mabel on FB !"-_-

Lol.

Babe. You just gotta know.

Everyone loves you. <3

Haha.

Of course, I love you more. :3

I slept over babe's house for the night.

We both dye our hair.

Mine was chestnut brown. =)

Did mask together too.

See. That is how relax we were.

Wait one more thing.

She tried make up on me after dyeing the hair.

We started cam whoring again after that.

But sorry guys.

I don't have these pictures with me.

Its all in her camera ! -_-

 Sing K time.

Polar bear paws. ;D

The hair color I dye.

After dye hair, make up. Start camwhore. Haha.

10/04/2011

Woke up. Shower. Make up.

Out to TS again.

OMG. When can we change a spot to go ?

I wonder.

Babe. Next time we go somewhere else ya ? >_<

And remember my camera. T_T lol.

Anyways.

Ate Sushi King with her and her kor Vincent.

Continue. We go sing K again. -_-

Haha.

At low yat red box this time.

5pm I went back home.

Almost slip cause I was rushing and it was heavily raining.

Luckily I wasn't wearing high heels.

Having tooth ache right now.

I think its cause lack of rest. -_-

Been very tired recently.

But at least I don't have to worry about something anymore.

Such a relieved about that.

Im so tired now.

Don't want write jor.

 Mieeeeeee!

Nights. <3