Don't ask. Im just being emo.

There is always so much things I wanna say.

But when I starts to type.

I have zero thing in my mind.

That I could write about.

It feels so empty when I start blogging.

Maybe because there is too much to say.

But, just have nowhere to start.

Maybe all the troubles around me.

Is too difficult to write about.

I don't know.

I'm just simply lost.

Well anyways.

I am not enjoying my days lately.

I can say one thing about it. SUCK.

Yes. It suck. Wait. Bored too.

I'm so tired of being stuck at home.

Doing the same thing everyday.

I wanna go out find a part time job.

But due to my transportation problem. I can't.

Plus. My dear mother rejected this idea too. 

So end up No, with a double NO. =(

She told me just go hang out with friends.

Sigh.

I really wish I can finish my application things right now.

And. Decide whether I go back Shanghai.

Till my intake starts.

Or. I go straight to Singapore.

But NOW. I still haven't even get my offer letter.

The only thing I could do is. Wait.

After my plan from KDU changed to Stansfield.

Everything changed.

 And with my current state of stress.

I wonder when I can feel relieve again.

Since my mood recently is pretty not good.

I have been kind of smoking lately.

Not much. Perhaps 1 ciggy a day.

Don't worry. I am not addicted.

Just stress.

So I needed something.

To make me feel a bit of relaxation.

That's all.

But I am gonna stop this now. =)

Besides education & family problems.

The other big matter in life.

Perhaps is about Love/Relationship.

A friend of mine who still is in love with me.

Told me that his mom set up a date for him.

Met this new girl. Who might become his future wife.

And I know he is only 21 this year.

Already thinking about marriage.

It's like kind of WOW for me.

Yes. Wow.

I know there is lots lots of couple.

Getting married at young age.

But. For me.

Someone who is having a fear of marriage.

I know I won't get married so young.

Unless I really meet someone special.

Last night was talking about this with a guy friend.

He told me. Everyone's situation & thinking is different.

I agreed.

He said. Some people married early cause

they wanna settle done early.

Yea. So I'm here just wondering.

Everyone's ideal age for marriage. :P

Honestly speaking.

When I am typing this blog right now.

I am very emo.

I have no idea what I actually typed here.

Aha. >_<

So just bear with me a little. Lol.

Gonna end this post now.

Why these days KL never rain !?

Its so bloody hot. -_-

Beh tahan leh.

不是每个人都会在原地等你。

错过了、就无法挽回。

Nights love.