Monday, 7 March 2011

Just another day wasted.

Stuck at home for the whole day.
Just simply wasting time.
Watching each day passed.
And.
Knowing I done nothing good.
Feels such a waste of having holiday.
I should have just attend the March Intake.
Instead of waiting for my result.
Which God knows when is gonna come out.
Then only apply for my degree.
Sigh.
Too late to say this anyway.

Sometimes even if you regret doing something.
You can't change the fact its already been done.
That's why.
Always think properly.
Before you make a decision.
And.
Decide with no regrets.

Life is always like this.
We do things, we regret doing things.
Hmm.
Sigh again.

After wasted my whole day.
My mood was really down.
For God knows what reason.
Dante said I'm bored sick.
I guess I am. =)
He tells me go find a job.
I wish I can.

What's worse is that.
My internet connection is lousy.
Poor signal. Always disconnect.
I can't play games, nor watch a movie.
Double bored. :]

My friends and relatives back hometown.
Been asking me when I'm going back.
When my result is out.
When this, when that.
I don't know!
Perhaps the end of April.

我很思念过去
那时候的无忧无虑
现在却只剩下烦恼
人长大了
是不是烦恼就更多了呢?

过去的我,过去的你。
到了如今。
我们都变了。
成熟了,长大了。
坚强了,勇敢了。

我一直在问自己。
很多事情。
过去了,真的回不去了吗?
也许吧···
以前总是爱哭的我
现在有时候
想哭,泪却无法掉落
也许是长大了
知道就算流再多的泪水
也无法去解决任何问题
也许是成熟了
知道再伤心再难过
也只有自己明白而已
所以不哭了
所以学会笑了
学会伪装了
一切的一切
掩饰掉那些笑容后的悲伤

我们都为了自己的私自
伤害过别人
有时候自‘以为’是
带来的不仅仅是伤害
更是后悔莫及

Wasn't planning to blog.
Until just now.
But after blogging.
My mood feel better.
Perhaps sometimes writing out thing you feel.
Things that happened.
Really is a relieve. =)
That's all for tonight.
Night love. 

Ps:
Since my internet connection is always poor.
Anything just find me through phone.
My dears. :)

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