A entry for the passed few months.

This is a post about few months ago.

When I went back to shanghai in Dec 2010.

It was a very rough month for my family.

Well, especially my mother.

Since my uncle passed away in Apr 2010.

We had to wait till 'Dong Zhi'.

To put his bone ash into the grave.

Its a tradition for us that

we can only bury the bone ash

on 'Qing Ming' or 'Dong Zhi'.

Well, at least that's what I heard about.

After all these things finished.

My mom celebrated my 20th birthday for me.

She say she wanna celebrate it early for me.

Before actually I turn 20.

Since I missed my 19th birthday.

' I was alone in Malaysia during that time '

Anyways.

That day was Christmas eve.

I invited my friends in shanghai for the dinner.

We went to sing K for the whole night. >_<

Can't imagine how BORING the guys were.

They can't even dance properly ! Gush !

Yet , there were only 3 girls including me. =.=

A night with full of beer, cigarettes, fun.

Haha. :3

This is the cake with the so call musical candle. =_="

I only stay 20 days in shanghai.

During that time I did a photo shot.

Mom said its for my 20th birthday.

So I made two albums. =)

Thanks mommy ! ❤

Here is a few pictures.

Lazy to upload all of it. =.="

 

I tell you what. This jap style yukata is so freaking SHORT !

I like this shot. One of my fav.

 

Through this few months.

I learned one thing.

Never trust anyone other than yourself.

Even your family can back stab you.

That's how the world is right now.

When it comes to the fact about money.

Everyone is realistic.

Everyone is selfish.

I watched how good my mother treated my cousin brother.

Everything he wants.

My mom gave him money to satisfy him.

But me ? None.

That's the difference.

And yet.

People just take you for GRANTED.

He thinks whatever my mom did.

It was meant to be or something.

He don't know how to appreciate and respect people.

Seriously. I'm fucking PISSED and DISAPPOINTED about him.

But what can I do ?

Scold him ? Whack him ?

What's the use ?

Sigh.

After all the things and issues happened.

I told myself.

Everyone in the world is realistic.

Anyone in the may betray you.

But one person.

Is you yourself.

Trust yourself.

Don't rely on others.

Now I wanna say.

If my cousin brother's mom.

Is gonna make my grandpa and all a miserable life now.

I'm sure I won't let her live happy.

When she turn old like them. =)

Whenever you do something awful to a person.

Watch your back too.

Because soon enough.

Its your turn.

Here is my end for this entry.

Just a short conclusion about these few months.

Well not exactly but that is all.

Nights love.